Empty Mirror

   About This Poem: The poem is a close observation and experience presented into words of what is it to be an Introvert-what mostly of us are as kids.

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Empty Mirror

 

He queried, he asked but no was on the end,

He imagined his spouse, parent and friends

What he imagined as answers were only the thoughts

He had in mind; clearly it’s an answer with dead end

With time questions outnumbered, evolved and bent

Questions related to life, deaths and some other he meant

 

And some related to emotions, problems for what he had his spouse

Though he was only a teen, but in his own future life was keen

The imagination was endless, for times indeed with a kink

But one character for all situations didn’t had to sync

Some were created, some were real, didn’t had its brink

 

According to him

For solutions, he didn’t need a scientist but 'a beloved special link'

Whenever he felt back, he imagined his friend and the love,

To ask- how was he wrong from his end?

As only empty were the answer, a silence quite sentenced


Quite unsatisfied, the Quite that he did not desire

In real, neither he had that good friends nor a sapphire (here, the love)

That’s why he had this imagery world of his own, and was all alone

 

With empty and dark spots that a real one could only fill up

Though he always saw himself the perfect guy in the empty mirror

 

Of course, the dream based on tiny reflections of what’s real

In real he wasn’t intellectual with his parents, 

Those sort of interactions with them were quite mere

According to him, his parents were only for his sibling

He believed if he even had that claim, 

he couldn’t discuss his thoughts with them

No, they were supportive, they might accept his lames

but with time he just inflated that bubble around him


That bubble,

A sphere of his own world

In which he was highly indulged


He never made those big desires

Or, 

He never he stated them 

Why so? 

Cause his desires, he tried filling in the empty mirror

It’s only the reason his mirror remained empty, incomplete

The mirror he never actually required, causing him to deplete

That reflective glass begin to even manipulate his real life  

Practically, it was an intense waste of time

 

He never could speak up his points, whether right or wrong

He had the guts but the words used to stutter in his throat

And if he wouldn’t mute at those moments, he’d shred tears

He own didn’t know the reason,

Why he used to feel a chocking pressure from rear?

At points when he used to be right but couldn’t prove himself

The frustration was piled up, with time quite evaporated

Till now some of it existing in the deepest corners 

 


He had improved over years, 

but still not the perfect

His anger was a 'Gordian knot' of its own

Which harmed him only, no one was effected, and no one gonged

Till now improving to something, to what is better for him every jiff

He realized and started bursting that bubble which enough longed


-Vyom Singh Rajpoot

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Happy Children's Day!

to all the children present in us somewhere lost in the corners which needs to be revived! to be blatantly bold and freed!


The Tale Behind This: 'Empty Mirror', a poem I had written to not just describe a very relatable mal-feature of our lives -bieng an Introvert, which once I have had been too, what we mostly are as kids. when I had this closed life equated in this narrow latent Bubble around me, about which I had even mentioned in my earlier post:- https://vsrpoetry.blogspot.com/2022/09/the-life-at-beach.html. This poem also makes me remember about my past of how I wasted time just by over-imagining and thinking instead of working on myself. how I evolved out of it to what I am now and what I am known for...


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